25 Questions

Lately I have been a little sick of talking, thinking, and writing about eating disorders. My recovery motivation and positive outlook have returned, but sometimes a girl just needs a break from all this food and feelings talk. 

I can't take total credit for the idea of this post because this lady (click here) did it first a few weeks ago, but I don't think she'll mind me borrowing the idea. Some of you have told me you read my blog faithfully (which is still hard for me to believe), but what do you actually know about me besides I'm recovering from an eating disorder? Let's switch up the content of this blog for a day.

What was your favorite food as a child?

Chocolate cake with chocolate frosting and chocolate ice cream
What color are your eyes?
Green
 Whats your first thought upon waking up?
I need to brush my teeth.
Whats the best way to your heart?
Someone who genuinely cares, makes me laugh, doesn't ever date another girl at the same time, and brings me lots of chocolate.
 Do you think Barbie is a negative role model for young girls?
Well considering Barbie doesn't have a brain, yes, she's a bad role model. But I also think we are completely over thinking this whole barbie issue. Eating disorders develop for reasons much deeper than a stupid doll.
Who is your best friend?
Miss Kaila :) She has stood by me through thick and thin... literally.

What is your favorite quote?

"Discontent is the first step towards PROGRESS."

What chore do you absolutely hate doing?

Folding laundry. Not so much doing laundry, but folding is the worst. In fact, I have a basket of unfolded, wrinkly laundry in my room right now.

What is your favorite time of day/day of the week/month of the year?

I'm a morning person. My brain gets really mushy and blurry by the end of the day.

Friday and September.

What sound do you love?

The gargling sound my coffee maker makes when a fresh pot is almost finished. Ahhhh.

If you could choose to stay a certain age forever, what age would it be?

Probably 5th grade. I was the tallest kid in school, won a writing contest, and I didn't have a care in the world.
When was your last great meal?
With a culinary arts degree, my idea of a great meal is probably different than most. It's been at least a year and a half, but I was also very sick at the time, so I doubt I was actually enjoying the meal. Sounds to me like I need a fine dining experience in the near future.

Most played song on your iPod?

Yes, Kaila, this song is still on repeat most days. And I like the version you sent me even better.

When you have 30 minutes of free-time, how do you pass the time?

Let's be honest - Nap.

What was the last experience that made you a stronger person?

This question makes me laugh a little. It's safe to bet you can all guess the answer... Progress.

At what age did you become an adult?

Will I ever become an adult? Sometimes I wonder if my 50 year old dad is an adult yet.  

 Which is the one television character that you simply adore?

The oh-so-fabulous Carrie Bradshaw.

What makes you angry?

I don't get angry very easily but I have a hard time with dishonesty and feeling like I have been used/taken advantage of.

If you could learn to do anything, what would it be?

Turn off my brain at the end of the day and turn it back on after 8 hours of sleep.
Who do you resemble most in your family?
I don't think any of us look that much alike, but people tell me I'm the spitting image of my mom.

If you won the lottery, what is the first thing you would do?

Buy a smart phone because I'm the only person left in the world without one.

Democrat or republican?

Yikes. Touchy subject in my house. Let's just say my mom would disown me if she knew.
Who did you see at your first concert?
Oh how embarrassing... 98 Degrees haha.

What is your favorite book ever?

Tough question. I've read both The Perks of Being a Wallflower and The Fault in Our Stars several times so we'll go with those two.

If given a complete freedom to start afresh, what profession would you choose and why?

Exactly what I'm doing with my life right now. I have been given a fresh start - how lucky am I?! I am going into social work specializing in eating disorders with the hopes of helping others fight their own inner demons someday. 

I might have slipped a few eating disorder related things in there but 1.) recovery is a part of my life right now and 2.) I'm okay with that. My eating disorder doesn't define me anymore. I am finally starting to see the Real Kelsi beat up on the Eating Disorder Kelsi a little more each day. Eating Disorder Kelsi has been reduced to a weak whisper. I can still hear her sometimes, but the Real Kelsi has done a pretty good job at getting angry and fighting back. 

Progress.